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12:06AM

GOOD JOB AMERICA!

9:35AM

EVERYONE NEEDS TO GET OUT AND VOTE
SAY U DONT CARE?
WELL, THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING TO CARE ABOUT HERE:
THE WAR
THE ECONOMY
GAY RIGHTS
HEALTH CARE
THE RIGHT TO CHOOSE
THE LIST COULD GO ON AND ON AND ON...SO LUCKY I HAVE TO GET TO CLASS AND STAND IN LINE TO VOTE (HOPEFULLY THEY HAVE DONUTS AGAIN..!)

A DISTRUST OF THE GOVERNMENT IS NOT A REASON TO NOT GO AND VOTE
IF SOMEONE DISTRUSTS THE GOVERMENT SO MUCH..THINKS ITS SO CORRUPT..THEN WHY DONT U DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT? THE ONLY THING U CAN DO IS VOTE, AND TRY TO CHANGE IT. YOU VOTE OUT OF HOPE..YOU VOTE BECAUSE MAYBE, JUST MAYBE THIS IS THE TIME THAT THINGS WILL GET BETTER..THAT THINGS CAN TURN AROUND AND CHANGE FOR THE BEST
A PERSON CANT COMPLAIN ABOUT THE CORRUPTNESS OF GOVERMENT IF THAT PERSON JUST SITS BACK AND DOES NOTHING

BTW...Y NOT CANCEL CLASSES FOR THE ELECTION?
NYC DOES IT...
THERE ARE LINES 2 HOURS DEEP OUT THERE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!
A LOT OF PEOPLE WILL HAVE TO SAY BYE BYE TO CLASSES ANYWAY..

ANYWAY....GO VOTE!

8:50AM

In a presidential race where the word change continues to multiply like overly active bunnies (I'm sure Sarah Palin would take a break from moose-shooting and help keep
the population of bunnies under control), I find myself sadly still coming into contact with these paradoxical words: "I'm not going to vote."
I call this most dreaded sentence to be heard during our election season paradoxical, because I haven't heard it from people who just don't care if the government and the whole country were suddenly wiped off the face of the Earth. These people actually tell me they care about the issues, and even have a candidate chosen as to whom they want to put in as President.
"I want [Barack] Obama to win," my sister told me a couple of months ago. "But I'm not going to vote." These are a set of words that blow my mind. You want a certain candidate to win, but you're not going to try and put him into office?
"I just don't feel like it."
The Philadelphia Phillies will be pitching Cole Hamels as much as possible in the World Series. They will be riding that hot arm of his over and over until they pull out a Series win, because his pitching has been exactly that: Hot. Obama has been riding his slogan of change this entire season. Why wouldn't he? The Bush Administration has been wildly unpopular. The war too. For a long time now, looking at the approval rating for the President, you'd think you were at Citizen Bank Park listening to the reaction of the Tampa Bay Rays being introduced this week. 700 billion dollars is a number which speaks for itself. Change is so hot at the moment, I believe the phrase should now be, "When change freezes over."
McCain may not know much about how the economy works, but he sure knows how to grab onto something hot and hope it burns him with success in the end. McCain claims to want to bring change to Washington now. How's that for paradoxical? An old white guy who voted with President Bush 90% of the time is taking the change angle. But of course that is where Palin comes in. An unknown. A relativity young woman for Vice President. She of the now infamous "I can see Russia from my house," and she of the belief that Dinosaurs and Humans coexisted on Earth only 6,000 years ago, is supposed to send home that message of change for McCain. Palin must've thought the memo read, Change scientific fact as we know it.
The point is, change is in.
"As voters have gotten to know Senator Barack Obama, they have warmed up to him, with more than half, 53 percent, now saying they have a favorable impression of him and 33 percent saying they have an unfavorable view," an online New York Times article pointed out recently.
The first African American President. The first Democrat President in eight long years. Someone whose last name isn't Bush or Clinton. In whichever context you want to use change in dealing with Obama, he's clearly seen by most people as the way to go. The people want change. But some have also clearly forgotten that change has to be fought for. Imagine if the civil rights activist had behaved this way: "I have a dream where all people can live in peaceful equality with one another...but then I wake up and just lay in bed."
And all we have to do as voters is go press a button or pull a lever, no fire hoses going off to keep us back. Although, who knows what hijinks might happen down in Florida this time.
Maybe this will be the election that changes it all. According to an article on the Pittsburgh Post-Gazette website, the largest number of registered voters in PA in 2004 was a record 8.3 million. 8,548,580 were registered as of October 29 of this year.
"PA is recording some of their highest registrations in years, so you can't say voter apathy is going to be as big a problem this year," Jane O'Rourke, a registered Independent in PA, told me. "People care this [election], but not enough to change their previous voting habits [on election day]." According to an EurekAlert press release, despite the high number of registered voters, more than a third are expected to not cast their vote. People want change but can't change themselves enough to get out and usher it in.
Maybe whoever wins the Presidency this time around won't alter the course this country is currently on. Maybe there will be no change. Because of this possibility, people "might be just too frustrated or lazy to get out there and [vote]," Amanda DiStefano, also a registered Independent, said to me. It is our duty to go out and vote anyway. The right to be frustrated with the state of the country is lost when nothing is done to change it.
"I have the right not to vote," I myself used to state constantly. I had changed though. Now, hopefully, everything else will too.

8:47AM

ZOO TODAY:)
GOT MY CAMERA BACK;)

10:57PM

HEY THERE
I FINALLY JUST GOT DONE MY PAPER FOR MY ANCIENT ROME CLASS
DID IT ON GLADIATORS
I WONT GET INTO IT...
BUT VERY VERY INTESTING...

I WAS SUPPOSED TO DO ALOT OF FILMING THIS WEEKEND
NOTHIGN GOT DONE
SAT WAS FINE WITH IT NOT GETTTING DONE...ALOT BETTER IF I DO IT NEXT SAT
BUT TODAY..OH MAN TODAY...JD WAS SUPPOSED TO GET HIS SQUENCE FILMED...AND YET..HE DEICDED TO NOT BE IN PHILADLEPHIA TODAY BUT TO RATHER BE AT THIS COUSINS...WTH!

SO I MIGHT SERIOUSLY JUST WRITE A WHOLE NEW SCRIPT AND DO SOMETHING ELSE INSTEAD..WE SHALL SEE...

THE OFFICE WAS SOOOOOOO FUNNY!
SO HAPPY ITS BACK!

CANT WAIT TO FINALLY SEE KATHY TOMORORW..BEEN A LITTLE WHILE

I CANT STAND MY JOB
ITS JUST LIKE..A GENERAL SADDNESS...
I DONT WANT TO DEABTE TOAST ANYMORE WITH CUSTOMERS..
I DONT WANT TO TALK ABOUT AND LISTEN TO CONVERSATIONS ABOUT DELIEVERIES AND CARE ABOUT BEING NICE TO PEOPLE WHO TREAT YOU LIKE YOU CANT EVEN SPELL FOOD...

ANYHOO
VALE

8:54AM

OH YES
HI!
HA....IM SAM FOR THOSE OF U WHO HAVE FORGOTTEN..AS IM SURE EVERYONE HAS...
ITS BEEN A WHILE
THIS SEMESTER NEEDS TO BE OVER....
SOOOOOOO INCREDIBLLY BUSY..
OH!..AND MY EYE HAS BEEN TWITCHING AGAIN..WHICH HAPPENS WHEN IM STRESSED...IT SUCKS
I HAVE TO START FILMING MY BIG LITTLE FILM THIS WEEK..OH..AND HAVE A PAPER DUE IN A WEEK AS WELL...AS WELL AS HAVING TO TRY TO NOT FALL BEHIND ON THE CONSTANT READING THAT I KEEP GETTING ASSIGNED..OH YEA..AND THERES YET ANOTHER PAPER..AND WORK..SO YEA..SIGH
ANYWAY....
IM OFF TO READ!

8:04AM

HI
GOSH..ITS BEEN SUCH A LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGG HECTIC STRESSED WEEK
CRAZYNESS
ANYWAYS HI

I'LL TOTALLY GET AT THE WHOLE LJ THING LATERS
RIGHT NOW:
I CANT WAIT TO SEE: BATMAN THE DARK NIGHT, IRON MAN, HANCOCK, HELL BOY 2, WANTED, THE FORBIDDEN KINGDOM, THE MUMMY 3! AND I BELEIVE THE NEW HULK MOVIE COMES OUT LATER THIS YEAR..

3:56PM

OH THE RANDOMNESS
KATHY, AWRY, ARY, MELANIE, BUNNIES, PHANTOM CAR, JD, 7/11, RADIOWAVES, CHICKEN SALAD..OH AND ME..YES, I RATE MYSELF AFTER CHICKEN SALAD

11:27PM

SO..UMM..I MAY HAVE HAD TOO MUCH WINE

ANYWAY!

IM STILL TRYING TO WORK UP TO ASKING KATHY OUT
YA KNOW
ITS JUST HARD I GUESS
WITH ALL THE CRAP I WENT THROUGHT LAST SEMESTER WITH ALEXANDRA
WE WERE GETTING ALONG SO WELL...EVENTUALLY WENT OUT ON SOME DATES
EVERYTHING WAS GREAT
THEN BAM!
IT WAS OVER CAUSE SHE FREAKED OUT ABOUT HEADING INTO A RELATIONSHOP AND ALL
BY THE WAY
SEEING HER IN CLASS?
NOT SO GREAT SOME TIMES
BUT YEA
IM DEF SURE THAT LITTLE NIFTY EXPERIENCE IS DEF HOLDING ME BACK TOO RIGHT NOW WITH KATHY
THAT AND
THE WHOLE NEVOUSNESS THING THTAT I ALWAYS SEEM TO GO TRHOUGH
PROBLEM IS?
I THINK TOO MUCH
WAYYYY TOO MUCH
I KNOW I SHOULD JUST DO IT
WHAT IF SHE SAYS NO OR SOMETHING?
THEN IT MIGHT BE WEIRD....WE'RE LIKE..STARTING TO GET CLOSE AND ALL THAT
BUT..I HSOULD!
AH DAMNIT
HA..IT TOOK ME 4 TRIES TO SPELL DAMNIT RIGHT...

MY THREE HOUR LONG FILM CLASS KILLED ME TODAY
I JUST SERIOUSLY STOPPED LIVING
A CLASS SHOULD NEVER BE THAT LONG

AHH
I SHOULD ASK HER RIGHT NOW!

6:00PM

IVE LOST 20 POUNDS
WHOA

IM NOT GOING TO WORK TONIGHT
I GET TO GO BACK TO CAMPUS AND EDIT
I HAVE TO PUT TOGETHER SOMETHING LITTEL FOR MY FILM CLASS TOMORORW
ITS GOIGN TO BE SOOOOOOOOOO CRAPPY
THE WEEKEND WAS SO EXTREMELY BUSY
I DIDNT FILM ANYTHING
SO YESTERDAY AT WORK I WENT AROUND AND GOT SOME FOOTAGE
ITS GON SUCK
NOT AS BAD AS THE FILM THING I EVER SHOT LIKE 2 YEARS AGO
BUT CLOSE ENOUGH
SO YEA
CLASS GON SUCK TOMORORW
I WISH I COULD WITHDRAW FROM IT ANYWAY
DONT LIKE THE TA...JACKASS
DONT LIKE THE PEOPLE MUCH
AND THESE 3 HOUR LONG CLASS SEESSIONS ON FRIDAYS NEED TO SCADDALE

WHEW..OKAY IM DONE

ANYWAY
I HAD A PINEAPPLE FOR THE FIRST TIME YESTERDAY
IT ROCKED

12:10AM

ELLO
LONG TIME NO POST
OR COMMENT...

I JUST ATE...HAD A GLASS OF WINE
I DRINK WINE AND EAT SALAD NOW
PAST ME IS GOING.. "WTF!"

ANYWAY
UMM...I SHOULD SO ASK KATHY OUT..LIKE RIGHT NOW
WAIT
LETS NOT START THERE...

SATURDAY
WAS DARLINE'S WEDDING!

IT WAS DEF COOLNESS
WAS SOOO SAD THAT I HAD TO LEAVE PRETTY SOON
AND GO TO WORK
I SPENT ALL MORNING SEEKING LIKE CRAZY TO GET THEM A PRESENT
AND DIDNT EVEN GET TO SEE THEM OPEN IT:(







IM SO GONNA HAVE LOTS OF FACIAL HAIR FOR THE NEXT COUPLE OF DAYS
I GAVE MYSELF UBER RAZOR BURN ON MY FACE SATURDAY
AND NOW IM TRYING TO LET MY FACE HEAL ALOT BEFORE I SHAVE AGAIN..
SUCH PAIN...

ANYWAY
AFTER WORK THAT DAY
I MET UP WITH KATHY
I WAS EXCITED TO GET TO HANG WITH HER AGAIN AND ALL THAT
BUT CLUB 27 SUCKED SO MUCH
SO WE LEFT SHORTLY
I FELT BAD CAUSE I WANTED TO SHOW HER A GOOD TIME AND ALL
BUT WE DROVE AROUND
WE ENDED UP GETTING SOME STRAWBERRY MILK
HAHA..IT WAS FUNNY






IM DEF WANTING TO ASK HER OUT
AND I SHOULD LIKE..NOW
I SHOUDL RESPOND TO THIS MESSAGE SHE SENT ABOUT HOW I SHOULDNT WORRY ABOUT THE 5 BUCKS I OWE HER (SOMETHING GOT SCREWY WITH THE COVER CHARGE) AND HOW I CAN JUST BUY HER STRAWBERRY MILK NEXT TIME WE SEE EACH OTHER
I SHOULD ASK HER TO DINNER OR SOMETHING

IM GOING TO APPLY FOR A CREDIT CARD LIKE TOMORORW OR SOMETHING
MY MOM GOT THE JOB SHE WAS APPLYING FOR!
SO YAY
SO IM GONNA GET A CARD
BECAUSE I WANT MY CAMERA LIKE..NOW
NOT WHEN THE SEMESTER IS JUST ABOUT OVER
WHICH WOULD BE WHEN I COULD AFFORD IT IF I JUST SAVED MONEY AND ALL
I HOPE I CAN GET A 2,000 MAX

OKAY...HERE GOES SOME PICS BEFORE I GO READ UR JOURNALS:

11:27PM - hahahhahhahahhahahahahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahahahhahah

I DONT THINK I NEED TO POST AN ACUTAL POST RIGHT NOW
THIS WILL SUFFICE:

1:52AM

UGH
IVE BEEN BAD AT THE WHOLE NOT POSTING
OR READING THINGY

MONDAY IS ONE OF MY FAV DAYS
NO EARLY CLASS
NO LATE CLASS
NO WORK
GOOD TV
SO GON BE IN THE MOOD TO DO THE WHOLE BEING A GOOD LJ FRIEND THINGY TOMORROW

TATA FOR NOW

11:41AM

ELLO
THIS WEEK'S BEEN ALL LONG AND TIRING
BUT HI

THE ONLY THING I DID YESTERDAY WAS EDIT FOR LIKE 6 1/2 HOURS...
FINALLY GOT VID DONE THOUGH
SPENT LIKE 12 HOURS WHOLE ON IT...
I..DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT
AMANDA WAS FILMING ON THE FLOOR LEVEL..AND DIDNT HAVE THE CAMERA SET RIGHT
THE F-STOPS WERE WRONG..SO LIKE THE COLORING LOOKS ALL BLAH AND EVERYTHING
AND THE ASPECT RATIOS DONT MATCH UP
AND AUTO FOCUS WAS LEFT ON
BUT OH WELL..I SHOULDA CHECKED THE CAMERA FOR HER
BUT ANYWAY
MATT LIKES IT ALOT AND IS USING IT..SO THAT'S ALL THAT REALLY MATTERS



ITS FLURRYING OUTSIDE!!
BUT WHERE THE HECK IS THE FIVE FEET IVE BEEN DOING MY SNOW DANCE FOR ALL WINTER?!?!!

I FINSIHED 4 BOXES OF THIN MINTS...
I NEED HELP....

MY JAP LIT IN FILM CLASS IS THE ONLY CLASS I HAVENT MISSED YET
YAY ME

I SO HAVE NO IDEA WHAT TO DO TODAY..AT ALL

WENT TO THE CAR SHOW HERE FRIDAY NIGHT
IT WAS LOTS OF FUN
GOT TO HANG OUT WITH KATHY AGAIN..ALSO FUN
I ALMOST BOUGHT A CAR THERE..BUT U KNOW..I KINDA LEFT MY 200 GRAND IN MY OTHER WALLET THAT NIGHT SO..SIGH

11:52PM

ELLO MATES
SO LAST NIGHT WAS DEF FUN

WORK SUCKED..AS USUAL
AND TIMMMME DRAGGGGGEED CAUSE I WAS NOT HAPPY....
BUT YEA

AFTER WORK
KATHY CAME DOWN
WE MET UP AND WENT TO THE NORTH STAR BAR
HER FRIEND'S BAND WAS PLAYING THERE..MR. RADAR
THEY WERE DEF GOOD
I DEF LIKED GETTING TO HANG OUT WITH HER AGAIN
IM DEF GETTING MORE COMFORTABLE AROUND HER...BE NICE WHEN MY NATURAL NERVOUSNESS GOES AWAY
BUT YEA
I CANT SWIM AND THE GIRL FEARS CIRCLES AND TROLLIES

IM SUPPOSED TO MEET UP WITH HER AMBER AND GWEN AND GO TO THE CAR SHOW THEY'RE HAVING HERE THIS WEEK
ON FRIDAY
SO YAYNESS

IM EDITING A MUSIC VID FOR SOME BAND
TAKING A WHILE
BUT NOW I KNOW HOW I WANT IT TO GO
SO I'LL PROBBALY BE SPENDING COUNTLESS HOURS OVER AT THE TECH CENTER EDITING...

I HAVE MY FILM CLASS TOMRORWO...ONLY CLASS WHICH I CAN HONTESTLY SAY I DONT LIKE...
DONT KNOW ANY OF THE PEOPLE IN MY LAB
THE LECTURE PART ON FRIDAYS IS INSANLY TOO LONG
SIGH

ANYWAY
I WENT BIKING YESTERDAY!!
AND LIKE..SERIOUS BIKING TOO
FOR THE FIRST TIME IN LIKE A YEAR
I USED TO DO SERIOUS BIKING LIKE EVERYDAY
NOW GETTING BACK TO IT
FIXED MY FLAT TIRE FINALLY
AND WENT RIDING
AND THE FIRST PART WAS FINE
COMING BACK..I WAS IN PAINNN
OHHH
AND I GOT ANOTHER FLAT TIRE

9:07AM

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
SO TIRED.....
I KEEP GETTING THAT URGE TO CUT CLASS...
BUT I WONT
JAP LIT AND EDITING FOR MEDIA ARE THE ONLY 2 CLASSES WHICH I HAVENT CUT YET....
IM GON READ SOON FOR JAP LIT...PROB WONT BE ABLE TO FINISH IT ALL BEFORE I GOTS TO LEAVE FOR CLASS...

IM GETTING NEW TUBES TODAY FOR MY BIKE
IVE HAD A FLAT TIRE FOR LIKE..3 MONTHS

I CANT WAIT TO START RIDING AGAIN..
I USED TO RIDE EVERY DAY
BIG REASON WHY I USED TO BE SO IN SHAPE
SO I CANT WAIT TO DO THAT AGAIN
I USED TO LIVE OUT THERE ON THE BIKE PATH
AND BIKING...GREAT WAY TO RELIEVE STRESS
WHEN U PUSH URSELF SO HARD TO RIDE..AND UR SWEATING..AND FEELING ALL THAT PAIN
WHEN U FINALLY STOP AND GASPING FOR BREATH
ALL TAHT STRESS JUST DOESNT MATTER ANYMORE
AND IT FEELS AWESOME

PLUS I HATE CATCHING THE BUS TO SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE CROWDED BUSES

7:10PM - i had put all of the veggies in a cage together, and brocli won the knife fight.

I GOTS TO GO OVER MARY'S HOUSE SOON
SHE'S HAVING A SUPERBOWL PARTY
TO TELL U THE TRUTH
I HAVE I REALLY HAVE TO MOTIVATE MYSELF TO GO IN THE FIRST PLACE
ID PROBABLY BE HAPPIER JUST SITTING HERE AT HOME
ORDERING OUT SOME FOOD
AND WATCHING THE GAME BY MYSELF
NOT TO MENTION I STILL HAVE READINGS TO DO FOR MY CLASSES TOMROROW...
THERE'S DEF A CHOICE PERSON WHO I SO DONT LIKE THERE
THIS ASS OF AN ASSWIPE HAD THE NERVE TO TELL PEOPLE THAT I WAS BITTER
AND MEAN
AFTER WE ALL HAD DINNER TOGETHER
DUDE BARELY KNOWS ONE STUPID THING ABOUT ME
I WAS KIDDING AROUND WITH AWRY AND SUCH
BARELY TALKING TO KING DUMMY THE WHOLE TIME
AND HE HAS THE NERVE TO MAKE SOME SORT OF JUDGMENT
NOW, U MAY ASK URSELF, WHY CARE SO MUCH ABOUT SOME STUPID THING THAT SOME STUPID PERSON SAYS ABOUT U
WELL, I WAS GOING THROUGH SOME MAJOR BAD TIMES WITH THE WHOLE ALEXANDRA THING AND SOME OTHER THINGS
AND THEN TO HEAR THIS STUFF BEING SAID ABOUT ME FROM SOMEONE WHO I HAD BEEN CONSIDERING IN FRIEND TERRORITY???
YEA..A MOMENT LIKE THAT TENDS TO STICK

SO YEA..ITS BLAH

ANYHOO
HI!
MAN I HOPE THE GIANTS WIN

IM ON MY LAST BOX OF THIN MINTS....
CANT WAIT TILL AMANDA GIVES ME MY FOURTH ONE BEFORE I FINISH THIS ONE UP...

DROP DEAD GOREGOUS'S AND PROTEST THE HERO'S NEW CD
=
AWEOSMNESS

I CANT WAIT TILL MY COUS'S BABY SHOWER LATER THIS MONTH
US GUYS ARE INVITED TOO
IT WILL BE INTESTING SEEING HER ALL PREGNANT AND STUFF

GOD I WISH HAD SOME KFC RIGHT NOW...
THEY SHOULD SO DELIEVER

1:30AM

SO TONGIHT I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO TO SOME CLUB WITH AWRY AND ALL
BUT I GOTS THERE..TRIED CALLING
THAT DIDNT WORK OUT
SO I WALKED DOWN A FEW MORE BLOCKS AND PICKED UP MY MOM FROM WORK
MADE SURE SHE GOT HOME SAFE AND ALL

I HADD AN INTERESTING DAY
WENT TO CAMPUS TO START EDITING TOGETHER A MUSIC VID FOR THIS BAND
THERE'S SO MUCH FOOTAGE...IT WAS TAKING SO LONG...LIKE OVER 5 HOURS
STILL NOT DONE
BUT ANYWAY
WHILE THERE.IT WAS FUNNY..JIM WHO WORKS THERE SHOWS UP WITH LINDSEY!
HAHAHHAH..SHES THIS GIRL TAHT HE SHOWED ME ON HIS FACEBOOK PAGE ONCE
I WAS ALL LIKE..UBER SIGH OVER HER
AND TODAY I GOT TO MEET HER..HHAHA..IT WAS GREAT
AND THEN I SAW SOME GIRL THERE ALSO THAT IS ON MY AIM FRIEND LIST
BUT I HAVE NO IDEA AT ALLLLL HOW SHE GOT THERE
I RECONGIZED HER FROM HER FACEBOOK PAGE...I SHOULDA JUST WENT UP TO HER
AND BEEN LIKE..UMMM..Y ARE ON U MY AIM LIST?

OHH..MY FRIEND CHRISSY WROTE ME BACK
SHES IN THE AIRFORCE AND ALL
WAS JUST RECENTLY IN QWUAIT AND ALL
I HAD WRITTEN HER A LETTER (U KNOW..THE PAPER KIND..THAT ANICENT ART FORM THAT USED TO EXIST BEFORE E-MAIL)
AND SHE JUST MESSAGED ME ON MYSPAEC SAYING THAT SHE SENT OUT A LETTER FOR ME
I WAS HAPPY..I WAS AFRAID THAT SHE WAS GON BE NOT HAPPY THAT IT TOOK ME LIKE 4 MONTHS TO WRITE HER....
BUT YEA..SHE WASNT
SO SHES GON COME BACK TO PHILLY FOR A FEW WEEKS AND WANTS TO HANG
CANT FLIPPING WAIT
I USED TO BE CRAZYYYYYYY OVER HER WAY BACK WHEN
AND SHE HAD A THING FOR ME...WHICH BEING WAY BACK WHEN SAM..I NEVER DID ANYTHING
IT WILL BE COOL TO JUST CATCH UP AND ALL

OH!
IMMA GO TO NORTH STAR BAR WITH KATHY ON TUESDAY
CANT WAIT
HAPPY THAT I GET TO HANG OUT WITH HER AGAIN SO SOON
HER FRIEND'S BAND IS PLAYING AT 11
I GET OFF WORK AT 10..SO SWEETNESS
IT WILL BE COOL
AND THE BAR IS LIKE IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD..SO IT WILL BE COOL HAVING HER HERE AND ALL THAT
I KNOW I SHOULDNT SPEND SO MUCH TIME TRYIGN TO FIGURE OUT IF SHE'D LIKE EVER BE INTERESTED IN ME LIKE I AM IN HER....BUT MY MIND..I JUST THINK TOO MUCH
BUT IT WILL BE FUN

OHHH!..I GOTS TO SEE THIS MOVIE:

THE ENDING IS MY FAV PART..HAHA

12:26AM

I ACCIDENTLY LIKE HIT MY NOSE WITH MY FINGER NAIL TODAY
AND THE TIP OF MY NAIL LIKE..PENETRATED MY NOSE...
ITS GOING TO FRIGGIN SUCK
LIKE WHERE I GOT CUT..ITS GON SCAB NOW...AND GON LOOK LIKE CRAP FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS
WHICH IM SUPPOSED TO BE GOING OUT AND DOING THINGS.........
PLUS ALEXANDRA GON HAVE DINNER ON MONDAY WITH SOME DUDE
IMAGINE HOW I FEEL ABOUT THAT
AND NO IDEA
HOW TO APPROCH THE KATHY THING
OR EVEN ERIN...
HA...IF THERE'S ANYTHIGN TO APPROCH IN THE FIRST PLACE...
BUT I GUESS THATS WHERE TRYIGN TO FIND OUT COMES IN HAND
BUT THEN AGAIN
THINGS HAVE A WAY OF TURNING OUT INTO CRAP WITH THINGS LIKE THAT FOR ME APPARNELTY...

OK
THATS ENOUGH DEPRESSING WRITING

11:45PM

SO ELLO

TONIGHT AT WORK I WAS JUST IN A BAD MOOD...
I WAS JUST..IN A MOOD
JUST GOT THAT FEELING LIKE..CANT ANYTHIGN GOOD HAPPEN LIKE RIGHT NOW?
SO YEA..MAJOR MOOD..WHICH WAS DEF BROGUHT ON BY THE ASSISH COSUTUMERS...
WORKING IN A RESTURANT REALLY JUST MAKES U WANT TO HATE PEOPLE

SOME COUSTOMER LEFT A HALF BOTTLE OF WINE
I DRANK THE REST OF IT AT WORK
I LIKE THAT COUSTOMER

DOING A CROSS BETWEEN THE LATIN LANGAUGE AND FILM NOIR WILL BE INTERESTING
IM NOT TALKING ABOUT DOING THE FILM IN LATIN..IM TALKING ABOUT..REPRESENTING WHAT THE LANGUAGE LATIN IS ABOUT THROUGH STYLE/THEME
MIXING THE STYLE AND STRUCTURE OF LATIN WITH THE STYLE OF NOIR
IT WILL BE FUN...TRYING TO VISUALLY THROUGH MOVING PICTURES TRY TO CONVEY THAT ESSENCE OF LATIN

I HAVE NO WORK TOMORORW NIGHT!!!!!
FINALLY A WED WITH NO WORK
FRIGGIN AWESOME!

IM DEF GON BUY A TUBE FOR MY BIKE TIRE TOMROROW
I NEED TO GET BACK TO BIKING AGAIN
IM THINKING I CAN DO IT EVERY OTHER DAY
ONE DAY I'LL DO THE WORK OUT ROUTINE IM DOING NOW
THE OTHER I'LL RIDE ON THE BIKE PATH AROUND HERE
I LOVE THE BIKE PATH..IT USED TO BE LIKE..MY HOME
I HAVENT RODE IT IN TOO LONG...

OHHH..I HAVE 4 BOXES OF THIN MINTS COMMING:)
I BOUGHT 3..AMANDA BOUGHT ME ONE

ITS CRAZY WHEN U THINK ABOUT HOW THE WORLD USED TO WORK WAYYY BACK WHEN...
LIKE WHEN ROME WAS FIRST STARTING OUT...
THE KING REALIZED THAT THEY DIDNT HAVE ENOUGH WOMEN IN THEIR COMMUNITY U KNOW TO MAKE MORE PEOPLE
WELL..HE INVITED ALL OF THE NEIGHBORING COMMUNITIES TO A FESTIVAL
THEN JUST WHEN EVERYONE WAS HAVING A GOOD OL TIME..BAM!
THE ROMANS KIDNAPPED ALL OF THE WOMEN FOR THEMSELVES
CRAZY

THE ROMANS WERE BADASSES
WELL..THAT STORY UP THERE PROBBALY NOT A GOOD MORAL THING TO DO IN A DUH KINDA WAY..
BUT U ALSO GOTTA BE KINDA AFRAID OF A KING WHO LITTERALLY HAD SOMEONE WHO BETRAYED HIM SPLIT IN HALF.......

I BOUGHT THRICE'S NEW CD
LOVING IT
I DONT LIKE HOW...PEOPLE KEEP GOING...THEY SHOULDNT ABANDON THEIR FANS!!!!
AND YAADADYAYDAYYA

I MEAN COME ON...
THEY'RE GOING TO CREATE WHAT INSPIRES THEM
TO SAY THAT THEY..OR ANY BAND...OR ANY ARITIST IN GENERAL..SHOULD LISTEN TO SOME PEOPLE ABOUT WHAT THEY SHOULD MAKE...THAT WOULD BE BETRAYING THEMSELVES...

ERIN MIGHT BE INTERESTED IN ME
BUT THEN AGAIN..I DONT PRETEND TO KNOW WHAT SOMEONE FEELS FOR ME ANYMORE

SO APPARENLTY I HAVE MY OWN LITTLE..FILM COMP GOING ON
IM FILMING SOME LOCAL BANDS AND ALL..MAKING VIDS FOR THEM
AND IM GOING TO START FILMING SOME LOCAL ARTIST TOO
THE INTERVIEWS STARTED OUT AS AMANDA SAYING THAT SHE WANTED TO INTERVIEW ME AND THIS OTHER DUDE
BUT IM TAKING IT...AND JUST RISING IT
I WANT TO INTERVIEW ARTIST...NEW..TALENTED PEOPLE AROUND HERE
LIKE AWRY..SHES VERY TALENTED...I THOUGHT TO MYSELF...WHY NOT INTERVIEW HER AS WELL
SHE'S SOLD SOME PAINTINGS..SHE HAS POTENTAL TO MAKE SOMETHING OUT OF HER ABLITY
SO I FIGURE Y NOT HELP GET PEOPLE OUT THERE

OKAY....
IM DONE
YAYERS

OOHHHHHHHHH YEA
TODAY AT WORK
ONE OF THE COOKS ASKED ME WHAT I WAS GOING TO SCHOOL FOR
AND I TOLD HIM TO BECOME A FILMMAKER
SO HE TELLS THE OTHER COOK IN SPANISH WHAT I SAID..BECUASE HE BARELY SPEAKS ANY ENGLSIH
AND THEN THE BARELY ENGLISH SPEAKING ONE GOES: "OHH..TRIPLE X?"